The nurse placed my baby in my arms.
He was sleeping, his tiny face pressed against my chest.
I kissed his forehead.
“I’m sorry,” I whispered. “Mommy came back.”
Three days later, I left the hospital with my son.
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Michael didn’t come with us.
I moved in with my parents, and one month later, I filed for divorce.
The first year was difficult.
Appointments.
Therapy.
Sleepless nights.
Moments when I locked myself in the bathroom and cried because I was afraid I wasn’t strong enough.
But there was laughter too.
My son’s first smile.
His first word.
The first time he reached toward me and said:
“Mama.”
Years later, I found that old hospital paper inside a box.
For a long time, I believed it represented the worst decision of my life.
But I was wrong.
It reminded me of the moment I turned around.
