During his very first year, several children started calling him “Grandpa.”
Some laughed at the way he walked.
Others secretly took pictures of him from across the schoolyard.
At first, Jake pretended he didn’t notice.
He would come home, put his backpack on a chair, and say,
“It was a good day.”
But I knew when he was lying.
On good days, he talked endlessly.
On bad days, he was silent.
When Jake was eleven, he came home one evening and went straight to his room.
I followed him.
“Jake.”
“I’m fine.”
“I know you’re not.”
He was sitting on the edge of his bed.
For a long time, he wouldn’t look at me.
Then he asked,
“If I had a normal face, would Dad have stayed?”
That question hurt more than anything I had heard in all those years.
I sat beside him.
“Your father left because of his own fears. Not because of your face.”