Then he explained.
I would never be able to carry a baby.
My mother squeezed my hand beside me, but I barely felt it.
All I could think was:
I’ll never know what it feels like to be pregnant. I’ll never carry my own child.
For years, I tried to pretend that diagnosis didn’t matter.
When my friends talked about future children, I smiled.
When relatives asked if I wanted to become a mother someday, I changed the subject.
Whenever I saw a pregnant woman gently touching her stomach, I looked away before anyone noticed the expression on my face.
Eventually, I stopped imagining motherhood for myself.
By the time I turned 29, I thought I had accepted it.
Then one afternoon, my phone rang.
The number was unfamiliar.
I nearly ignored it.
But something made me answer.
A woman introduced herself as a coordinator from a specialist medical program. She said she had reviewed some of my old medical records.