A stranger beside me on a flight asked, “Could you pretend you fell asleep on my shoulder?” I almost said no. I had just left Chicago with my five-year-old daughter, two suitcases, and a marriage that had fallen apart three days earlier. But I agreed. Two hours later, I woke up still leaning against him—and discovered the quiet man beside me was one of the country’s best-known billionaires. Then my phone reconnected, and a message from my ex-husband appeared: I KNOW YOU TOOK FIONA TO NEW YORK.
That sentence told me more than anything else he said that day.
His anger had always counted.
Mine had always been evidence that I was unreasonable.
He leaned back.
“Blaire, what do you actually want?”
I had asked myself that question for months.
At first, I wanted him to apologize.
Then I wanted him exposed.
Then, for a while, I wanted him to feel exactly as powerless as he had made me feel.
But sitting across from him, I understood how exhausting it would be to build the rest of my life around whether David suffered enough.
“I want Fiona stable,” I said. “I want what belongs to me financially. I want access to my own life without you being able to shut a door or freeze a card whenever you’re angry. And I want us to stop using our daughter to fight with each other.”