“Because now they’ll talk more.”
“Let them.”
“You made a scene.”
“Yes.”
“That kind of thing matters to you.”
He gave a short, humorless laugh. “Apparently not as much as I thought.”
Maya searched his face. In the hotel he had looked furious. Out here, under the softened streetlight and the shine of rainwater on black asphalt, he looked something stranger than angry. Off balance, maybe. Or wounded in a place pride usually covered too quickly to see.
She said, more quietly, “You didn’t have to claim me like that.”
His gaze held hers. “I didn’t claim you.”
The valet pulled the car around. The city hissed and breathed around them.
Taylor opened her door himself. “I defended you.”
Maya got in without answering.
The ride downtown was silent except for the muted sweep of the wipers and the occasional blur of tires through shallow street water. Manhattan passed in fragments: steamed-up deli windows, late diners under red neon, a man in a dark coat walking fast with his collar turned up, scaffolding glowing pale under sodium lights. Maya leaned her head back and closed her eyes for a moment.
Her body felt wrong.
The warning pressure in her chest had deepened during the gala, not severe, but insistent. Her shoes pinched. Her back hurt. The bones under her ribs ached with a tiredness that had nothing to do with sleep. She hated that it happened more often lately, the feeling that her body had become a negotiation she was always losing. She had taken her evening medication before they left. She had eaten lightly. She had been careful.
Careful was no longer enough.
Beside her, Taylor sat with one hand on his thigh, fingers drumming once, then stilling. She could feel his attention even when he said nothing. Usually it irritated her—his tendency to study everything, to treat silence like a puzzle he would eventually solve. Tonight it unsettled her for a different reason. There had been no calculation in the ballroom. No performance she could detect. Just raw offense, immediate and unvarnished.
She had agreed to marry him because she thought six months of borrowed companionship might be easier to survive than the future she had been handed. That was the truth stripped bare. Eight months before, a doctor had sat across from her in an exam room that smelled like antiseptic and printer toner and said words like hypertension, cardiac strain, serious, early intervention, lifestyle overhaul, risk. She had nodded through all of it like an obedient student. Then she had gone home to her apartment in Queens, locked the door, and sat on the kitchen floor until the linoleum pattern blurred under tears she had not planned to shed.
