Of course I did.
I’d answered those questions hundreds of times.
Henry continued.
“I told Graham not to start reassuring her before she even asked. Just love her normally.”
Graham nodded.
“And Henry said if Mari ever stopped checking every picture, I should tell him.”
Marissa stared at Graham.
“You two have been monitoring my selfies?”
“That sounds much worse when you say it,” Graham admitted. “A couple months ago, you stopped asking.”
He pulled out his phone and showed us the lock screen.
Marissa stood in a parking lot, hair blowing everywhere, eyes half closed from laughing.
Her birthmark was fully visible.
My attention immediately went to her.
“You usually hate pictures like…”
I stopped myself.
Marissa noticed.
So did Henry.
That was my part.
Henry spoke gently.
“Mercy, sometimes Mari walks into a room perfectly fine, and you’re already checking who’s staring.”
“I was protecting her.”
“I know.” His tone softened. “But sometimes you remind her to be afraid before anybody has done anything.”
For years, whenever someone raised a camera, I’d automatically say, “Mari, this light is better.”
Or, “Turn a little.”
Or simply, “You look beautiful, sweetheart.”
Marissa looked at me.
“I think I spent so long watching everybody else for you that I forgot you might not need me doing it anymore,” I admitted.
She took my hand.
“You were trying to help, Mom.”
I squeezed her fingers.
“I’m trying to learn when you’re not asking me to.”
Henry tapped the vanity.
“Which brings us here. I didn’t restore it because I thought you needed to look at yourself differently. I restored it because I hoped someday it could just be furniture again.”
Marissa looked toward the mirror.
“If you want this back in the garage, that’s where it goes,” Henry added.
Nobody moved.
Finally, Marissa sat down.
She studied her reflection.
Graham waited.
I nearly said, “You look beautiful.”
I caught myself.
Then Marissa leaned closer to the glass.
“Oh my God.”
My old reflex instantly returned.
“What?”
She pointed at her hair.
“Is that gray?”